This story is 100% true. I am not writing to become famous or rich. My main goal is to tell my story in hopes that people can learn lessons from my mistakes. Lessons that I myself have managed to learn the hardest way possible. All of the names of the people and places have been changed. Including my own.

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The Things He Shattered


The Beginning of Now


Completely unaware of the horrible repercussions her actions will have, Karina asks for permission to go out on the balcony, in a very feeble attempt to avoid an uncomfortable situation. The
evening had taken a very bad turn. She is told she can go. Moments later the young man joins her outside. She is confused and asks why he gave her permission to go out, if he was only going to
follow her.


In seconds she will find out exactly why she was allowed to out on the balcony located 7 floors above the ground.


*It has been pointed out to me that the following story is not very ‘realistic.’ I find this unfortunate because this story is 100% true. It is not ‘based’ on a true story. It is a true story.* All
the names of people and places have been changed. Including my own.
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  11 A few days went by, and Trevor called me. He told me right away that he had become misera... Read Chapter

  17 Markus was writing me love poems every day and continued this for a month. He e-mailed them to me. I finally gave in an... Read Chapter

22 I felt very relieved, because at last, I was free from school deadlines. I was looking for work. I took a bus to the Sou... Read Chapter

27   I had been working my first week in Frisbee when I had the scheduled college tour appointment. I was unfamiliar wit... Read Chapter

  34 One day, on a Tuesday, I came to find Robbie typing up a storm on one of the store computers. He looked up at me an sai... Read Chapter

39   At around 9pm I decided that I should head home and get some rest since I made plans with Loupe for the following day. ... Read Chapter

6 I finally figured out that the patient to my left is also a man. His relatives have come by to visit him. They speak Russian. He is... Read Chapter

10 There is now a young girl who comes by to see me every week day. She is a decade younger, and is doing this as community service. ... Read Chapter

14 When I wake up Sheena asks me if I’m still sleeping. I tell her I’m up. She tells me that she is feeling worse, and the Doctor... Read Chapter

19 The next day rolls around in the same fashion, and I can tell right away that the nurses looking after me do no support the Doctor... Read Chapter

23 As days pass I make the decision that I no longer need the neck brace. Yes, I’ve had one for weeks now. I keep wearing... Read Chapter

29 I am woken up just before 6am to very loud talking and laughing. I have no idea what is going on. It is only later that I will fin... Read Chapter

  36 I have speech therapy at 2pm on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. It will be a three hour wait from when my last therapy c... Read Chapter

43 The days go by and turn into weeks. It has been three weeks and a few days that I’ve been in rehab when the pregnant physiothera... Read Chapter

49 The time passes. I sleep. I attend physical therapy classes where I am asked to do squats. Only with my left leg. Not allowed to p... Read Chapter

54 I see Gary often, and he always asks me if I would like to use the computer. In the computer room I begin talking to a volunteer. ... Read Chapter

60 I count down every single day I have left in rehab. I really see no reason as to why I am still kept here. Technically I am still ... Read Chapter

Love, and Other Unfortunate Afflictions     "For you I was a flame Love is a losing game Five story fir... Read Chapter

9 I’m at home all day, every day. One day my parents decide to roll me out on the wheelchair. We go to the local store, but it is s... Read Chapter

14 In the morning I am woken up by a nurse who I haven’t seen before.She tells me she will need to hook me up to a device. A needle... Read Chapter

18 The idea of nurses coming by every day for 5 weeks weighs heavily on me. I prepare my parents for this. "Well I was wondering ... Read Chapter

23   One of the nurses comes by to change the bag of antibiotics as she has done about 3 days a week, since the nurses take ... Read Chapter

28   I begin to question God a lot. The God that has been presented to me seems to be quite spiteful. The idea of him just s... Read Chapter

32 Over a short period of time, I begin to dread attending rehabilitation. Physically I have been doing the opposite of improving. Me... Read Chapter

38 It is the next day and I wake up livid. The hurt has been replaced with anger. This is easier to deal with. I have a feeling that ... Read Chapter