Two Sides

I may be forsaken but never left empty.

Always consumed by hate but not without love.

Keep myself far from others yet always in reach.

Cold hearted but always giving warmth.

Full of evil intent yet always doing good.

Always stuck in the past yet somehow moving forward.

Lives in constant chaos yet obsessed with order.

Constantly changing no matter how badly I want to remain the same.

I truly have two faces but both wear masks of deceit.

No one ever really knows the true and real me.