Short Stories

Short Stories through My P.O.V

Chapter 2 

When I Met You.

It was the summer after 9th grade year. My very first boyfriend had just dumped me and in the process of grieving my very first boyfriend I decided to get back at him by adding people from his facebook page to spite him. Thats when I met you. I thought you were the cutest boy I had ever seen and hoped that you would like me back. You would post good night photos saying like this post and I will send you a good night text. Soon you were liking my photos and texting me on a regular. You became my best friend and then my boyfriend, I fell in love. We talked about running away together away from everything. You talked about our future, making a home for me, and living in your country. We started dating and everything was like a dream. You provided for me, anything I needed you made sure I was taken care of. I just fell more in love with you by the princess treatment you gave me. You made me laugh, you made me smile, you made me complete. 

Our love was forbidden. My parents said I was too young for a boyfriend and they also thought you were up to no good however for the most part they let us be. Our love was mostly over the phone but little by little I started sneaking off to see you. Skipping school, catching taxis to go to your home or job. We kissed alot but kissing then led to touching. I told you I wanted to wait till marriage but you gave me the reason well if I am going to be the one to marry you why don't we just do it now. The first time I was over in your room we got really heated. From kissing we went to undressing however I wasn't sure if I wanted to go through with it. You started going to fast.... soon you were getting ready to put it in. I got more nervous as you hurridly shoved it in. It hurt alot, I screamed and told you to stop. You told me it would be alright but i pushed you away as I was crying. You calmed yourself and held me in your arms telling me your sorry and you knew I wanted to wait. I cried while you held me for a while and after we both got dressed. I felt bad because I knew doing it was something you wanted to do to show how we loved each other. Later on you wanted to break up with me for that reason. Little did I know we would have many more breakups and fights for what now are the stupidest reasons I could ever think of. 

We would break up and get back together again throughout the years. You would accuse me of cheating, you would break up with me for the littlest things I would do. My self worth went down as I kept running back to you. I remember crying myself to sleep at nights wondering what I was doing wrong. As I started skipping school more to go see you we started having sex almost every time I would see you. I realise now that was the one of the things that was keeping our relationship ongoing. Many times when we would fight we would get over the pettiness and fights with sex. That followed us into our adulthood.You cheated on me while we were young and dating and every time i forgave you. I didn't realize it but as time also went on I started putting on weight. Later in adulthood I also realized all the anxiety and depression that was added on by going through everything not only with you but in my family setting. 

After highschool we were still going on with the dating the same as before on and off you cheating and lying and manipulating. Things at home weren't getting any better either dealing with my toxic parents. A couple more years passed on living the hell on both sides however little did I know the hell was just getting started. You asked me to marry you Valentines day 2022, I took it and ran with it. It was an out away from my family life and I thought to myself it had to be better than living with them. For you to be asking me to marry you it had to mean you loved me and wasn't going to hurt me anymore right? Wrong. Women came in between us, you were so easy to fall into temptation every time. I was never a priority for you and no matter how much I tried to fight for us you never wanted us in the first place. Your words said one thing but your actions showed another.... I just loss myself more and more, my worth ebcame none existant. I felt like no matter how good I was to you it was never enough. I became your wife thinking it would all change however fairytales were a distant dream. 

To be continued......

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