how far is too far?

How far is too far?

How far is too far, 

When the little red lines turn white, 

How far is too far, 

What i do out of spite, 

I went too far.

Too many pills, 

All at once.

The thought makes me shrill,

The thought of what i have done.

How far is too far, 

I lost my mother, 

Got a new one, 

I just lost her too. 

How far is too far, 

When i think about my childhood, 

All i think about is you.

How far is too far, 

When you didnt stop.

You kept going, 

Kept touching me, 

From “wanna see”

To “you're so pretty” 

How far is too far, 

When i can't tell anyone what you did to me, 

Because you're family, 

How far is too far, 

What a dumb thing to ask. 

Because who 

Really

knows?